Even so , i did not change my dissolute way of life until one night when i awoke from a nightmare . suddenly , i came to realize that i was standing on the edge of a cliff . a slight bit of mindlessness would result in my falling into the bottom of a valley in darkness without any chance of liberation 我討厭白晝的光明,太陽西下后的夜晚才是我活動(dòng)的時(shí)刻,跳舞賭博吸毒滋事成為我周而復(fù)始的生活模式,也因而數(shù)度進(jìn)出牢籠,雖然如此,仍不斷重復(fù)自暴自棄放浪形骸的生活,直到有一天晚上從惡夢中醒來,頓時(shí)使我驚覺到自身的處境正陷于一個(gè)萬丈深淵的邊緣,稍不留神便會(huì)落入黑暗的谷底,永無超脫之日。